mummy and daddy left for thailand early morning on thursday and came back yesterday night after me and my brother return from ah ma house. and surprise surprise, ah toot stays in block 211 which is just beside my ah ma's block 213. haha! and of course, the both of them came back with alot alot of food, absolute ruby red vodka and honey choya. photo will be up in the night i guess.

thursday was a day off, stayed at home to sleep and watch 'Love In Harvard'

went out with Javier and Nicholas on friday to partyworld at town and it cost us a good $90plus. i had to wait for the stupid nicholas for few hours before going. was dying of anger then but he sang quite well, accompanied and treat me for dinner so i kinda forgived him.

saturday was another home stay for my vcd show and i finished watching everything.

*******
called mediacorp's Wendy this morning, and the previous 2 mornings and afternoons. she finally picked up. going for audition this wednesday at 11.20am. how fun. haha! wish me luck or something.

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skipped dinner with momma and went for movie with my Eunice mummy and her friend. (: watched 'Over The Hedge'. a real good catch cos we laughed so hard.




he is being all sensitive and another is driving me crazy. what the hell should i do? why wont they ever understand? okay maybe i made them not understand me. should i even believe what he said? i believed but i just dont know if i should.

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i skipped school again on tuesday because i had to go for my spinal monthly check up, which is changed to yearly now if my spine on the next visit is in good condition. the degree increased a little if u ask.

cough syrup made me dizzy throughout the whole day. i'm like alway so weak to those fugly stuff. =/

went to wisma for a chess set my momma's credit card company gave and its real heavy, we had to carry it while looking for food and going home.


went to school today. o.o what a joke. my classmates laughed at it cos i always turn up on mondays and tuesdays. =D

and... i passed mass run timing. LOL. 'miracle' is the word to describe all that happened.

class was real fun, its career a-z workshop or something like that, i forgot. the coach is a guy named Stephen.

he's real fun, always tongue tied and damn cute. my cup of tea. HAHA!

yixuan, ting hui and i went up to class right after the recess and talked to him about being our 'mountain', so we wouldn't get caught by anyone for not going to assembly. he told us about his friends speaking very 'lok cock' (lousy) chinese and one of these guy went to the kopitiam one day wanting to buy a 'zha dan chao fan' (fried egg with rice) and another guy buying 'niu he fen' (he was trying to say beef hor fun but sounded like beef and shit)

then, asked for their names and got answers like ' Christine and Christina ' just because im called Christie. -.-

he believed it anyway.

then some idiot went to tell him our real names. =/

played o2jam again. they should open another channel. 2o slots are not enough lah brother. i got full combo for milk chocolate normal! im proud, yes but i still cant get through V3 normal. i almost did. RAHH!!

dinner with momma later. im hungry!

=D

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okay this whole 'not going to school' thing is definately killing me.

walked to school, saw jingren but was late and real sick so went home. i went to the doctor at around 23o. the 'sua ku'(mountain tortoise) me was terrified by the term 'infected throat'. for that, it cost me $20!

RUBBISH! waste money only lorh. ah, quite alot of medicine were given anyway.

i spent the rest of the time at home for vcd and o2jam. the lozenges is gorey. numbs my mouth sia!

=/

i cant get the 'im very stubborn, must insist' thought outta my head. its all because of you lah! rubbish.

I AM SAD! I MISS YOU! SEE?

im gonna say something all outta point.

MY SMALLEST TOE IS BLEEDING NOW!!


i need you. ='[

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alright no one tagged me but im bored okay?! i hate you fucker son of a bitch. xO

You can only say YES or NO.
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!

1. Taken a picture naked? NO
2. Painted your room? NO
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
4. Drove a car? NO
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES
6. Had a crush? YES
7. Been dumped? YES
8. Stole money from friend? NO
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? NO
10. Been in a fist fight? NO
11. Snuck out of your house? YES
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? YES
13. Been arrested? NO
14. Made out with a stranger? NO
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? NO
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
20. Seen someone die? YES
21. Been on a plane? YES
22. Kissed a picture? NO
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES
24. Love or miss someone right now? YES
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES
26. Made a snow angel? YES
27. Played dress up? YES
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES
29. Been lonely? YES
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES
31. Been to a club? NO
32. Felt an earthquake? NO
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? YES
35. Been suspended from school? YES
36. Had detention? YES
37. Been in a car accident? NO
38. Hated the way you look? YES
39. Witnessed a crime? YES
40. Pole danced? NO
41. Been lost? YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES
43. Felt like dying? YES
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES
45. Sang karaoke? YES
46. Sucked your thumb? YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? YES
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? YES
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES
50. Kissed in the rain? NO
51. Sing in the shower? YES
52. Made love in a park? NO
53. Had a dream that you married someone? YES
54. Glued your hand to something? YES
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO
57. Been a cheerleader? NO
58. Sat on a roof top? YES
59. Didn’t take a shower for a week? NO
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? NO
61. Played chicken? NO
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES
63. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? YES
64. Broken a bone? NO
65. Been easily amused? YES
66. Laugh so hard you cry? YES
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO
68. Cheated on a test? YES
69. Forgotten someone’s name? YES
70. Slept naked? NO
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? NO
72. Performed on stage? YES
73. Blacked out from drinking? YES
74. Played a prank on someone? YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES
76. Made love to anything not human? NO
77. Failed a class? NO
78. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? NO
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? NO
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO
82. Thrown strange objects? YES
83. Felt like killing someone? YES
84. Thought about running away? YES8
85. Ran away? YES
86. Did drugs? NO
87. Had detention and not attend it? YES
88. Dumped anyone? YES
89. Made a parent cry? YES
90. Cried over someone? YES
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO
92. Dated someone more than once? YES
93. Have/had a dog? YES
94. Own an instrument? NO
95. Been in a band? NO
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
97. Broken a cd? NO
98. Shot a gun? NO
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? NO
100. Written a love letter? YES

im not gonna tag anyone.


*******
its your birthday in an hour's time. you're turning 19.
oh wait, i dont even remember how old you are.
the memories you've given are all used up. where are you?
come back. im sad, i am. =[

happy birthday.
best wishes... from afar.

i miss you. ='[

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im getting real bad flu. damn.

was real late when i woke up, by the heat somemore. =/ mummy was cleaning my room up and off the fugging fans. yes, fanS. it gets kinda hot sometimes.


look at how tidy my table is now. =/ i cant find anything! RAHH!

headed to gold mild shopping centre or something like that. so thailand and i see prostitutes with old old men all around. i mean REAL OLD MEN. in their 60s or something.

drop it. mum and dad got their tickets to thailand and then to taka. they got 2 pots and we went cold storage for dinner. bought lotsa food like sushi, smoked duck and BEN&JERRY'S AGAIN!


hello kitty sushi! =D

im gonna go watch 还珠格格3 now.
someone ask me out leh. im bored at home. LOL.

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the only good news of the day: i pass my science!! omg!! how nice is that?

im gonna treat myself to ben&jerry's, again!! =D

something real fugly happened in class and Syaifuddin might get himself in police case. such irritants sia the people who got him in trouble. i mean like its not really his fault right.

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was real late for school. but i made it anyway, was real tired running all the way. =/

results... well, sucked. i fail like everything except for languages. the whole class flunked art. rubbish. marvin and haiqal are like my idols okay. (: i need one more mark to pass chemistry, how pathetic is that? gonna beg mr liew to find another mark for me. (:

i've got nothing else to say.

nothing can worse can happen.


UPDATE*******
warranty is all rubbish.
还珠格格 is madness. i just finish watching the 2nd one.
thats all.
im just bored.

=D

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cant sleep, at all. i dont know what's in me. i seem to be waiting for something. but it hasnt come, not at all. what's your's will always be your's, what's not will never be. maybe this is what it is trying to tell me. =/

got some of the results back.
english: 56/100
chinese: 70/100
maths:12/100
physics:33/100

pathetic shit. yes i know and im clear bout it. theres no more promises between us, no more agreements and of course, no more relations. i dont care what i've promised you because you've never cared about the otherwise. who gives a damn bout you? what i give a damn about will be my fugly results.
*******

'hey, remember who i am?
'of course, yes?
'why you never reply my messages for so long? you never even answer my calls.
'i was busy. real busy.
'busy till cant even reply once?
'serious. you sad ah?
'huh?
'you sad ah? you sad ah? you sad ah? you sad ah? you sad is it? sad?
'ya lorh.
'silly. sad for what?
'you never even reply once. just reply once.
'reply once also shiok ah?
'ya lah!
'you hor! i got to go for work now. message you after work alright.
'bye!
'remember what you've said okay. remember to...

beep* beeepp....*

;i am afraid


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL LAOBU IN THE WORLD. OF COURSE ESPECIALLY TO MY OWN MUMMY AND EUNICE MUMMY. (:

LOL. big right. i got 'xim'(heart) okay. haha! but i've forgotton about wen shen's birthday. sorry!

its a boring day. watched vcd, tried to upload more songs in my new sony mp3. *grins*

gonna go to bed real soon because its school, again, yes. tomorrow.
OMG!

):

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opps. i said i was gonna update. =p

now after 2 and a half days, bought so much stuff. spent lotsa money.


omg -.-" i look fugly. eww.

yes the day i went out with eunice mummy. haha. her dad drove us there and they waited for awhile. sorry for that okay. =D shopped in parco first, saw quite alot of friends. it was boring but we went all out of point in the mumuya shop, thinking some $7o bag is cheap and we bought the same limited edition hk hp accessory. HAHA! its gold and mummy is happy. LOL.

decided to go have a walk in the street after such a long time. bought a top, together with her and my own shorts. saw yaya and she told me stuff that made me real fed up, why do guys act like 'gu niangs' (sissys)?? im really pondering. =/ oh well...

got so tired and bought fruit juice. rest for awhile, took cab home, got over to vista, slack and voila! finally home and slept. all tired out and humiliated. so yes, i will definately enjoy this day to the fullest if not for those people who loves to shout and have hearing problems. my, my, poor thing. (: thanks mummy.

thats wednesday folks.

erm...

( -.-)(-.-")

i've forgotton what i've done on thursday. its sickening to recall.

went to the temple on friday at choa chu kang area... ? no idea. and bugis's guan ying temple. got scorched so many times. =/



went shopping at the OG and got myself a white handbag and lingerie. then back to cwp for cosmetics as john little is having sales. =D mummy and daddy got their 2oth anniversary ring and brother bought a carbon-fibred steel sized 29. o.o

i cant remember anything else. apologies okay. had great shopping is all i can say.

today;

item of the day!!! argh!! finally!! xD 6GB silver-mirrorlike thing! i can like have multiple uses for this! mirror+mp3+showoff! it sounds fun, right?

got up early for lunch at plaza sing along with my granddad. the restaurant is called 老北京(old beijing), something like that i suppose. haha. the food was good enough but the tea kinda suck. (i'll update lousy photos later, or maybe people arent even interested. innit'?)

best denki sells all other stuff except for quality mp3 players. shit.

dropped granddad off just downstairs of his apartment and he gave $2o. honest, its the first time i feel so bad taking his money. its like unfillial or somethings. he's outta job, alone and angry about his money from my uncle being transfered around by some idiots. fugly people.

RAHH!! =/

got back to causeway point, then decided to catch a movie, the whole family. yes, after uncountable years if my memory is not failing me. M:I:3 that is. (:

photos of em because Tom Cruise is not just good looking. HAHA!


still such a hearthrob even though got pimple! =D


good catch! go watch!


chio Lamborghini Gallardo


the cast


i like this guy. serious.


all he does is 'copy'. HAHA!


the Goddess. o=)


pretty one as the wife of Ethan Hunts aka Tom Cruise


another pretty one who died only after awhile in the show. called Lindsay or something.


tough guy, superior of the group


i dont know what to say about this guy. go watch the show lah. -.-



gogogo! now!

;i am afraid


the bad news:
okay mr OJ, the wgs-physics-you-know-who, without specs, definately looks damn alike with him. i hate the fact that he looks like him. why? fucker.

not to mention he looked at my paper. =/ yes i skipped 2 pathetic questions and my brother is physics genius, so what? goodness. i finish the whole damn paper in 1/2 an hour okay.

zulhelmy darling(haha!), gave me a good hug after the exams.

woah woah woah. relax. the good news now.

ITS FREAKING LAST PAPER!! *CLAPS!*
and meeting eunice mummy, yes im excited, =D

i dont know what else to say. i'll update when im back in the night.
ciao.

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maths paper~! die!! die!!

omg its like worst i've seen. all the coordinates sure kills. i cannot remember anything anymore. paper 1 is hard, yes and paper 2 can go to hell.

went to cwp sitting on my xiao mei's lap in the bus and went to macdonalds with ting hui and yixuan.

omg!!
SHAKER SEAWEED FRIES IS NOW NOT AVAILABLE.
ASSHOLES!

gosh i should really calm down, because i found my lovers at the cold storage. =D

BEN&JERRY'S ICECREAM!! STRAWBERRY CHEEEESECAKE FLAVOUR!!

beat that. haha.
i'll take a real nice photo with my preciousss some moment later.

*grins
chiong-ed o2jam. sounds so ah lian. well... =/

oh ya, the good news for today...
meeting eunice mummy dearest on wednesday! for shopping of course. (:
im still free on thursday and friday ya'know.
hehe.

ART IS ANOTHER HEADACHE! OH JESUS' FORGIVE IT FOR THE IGNORANCE.

KILL!! KILL!! KILL!


update***



there... handsome? wahaha. its like half finished.
im getting real fat, like my darling jessica.
weight: 15okg
height: 3ocm

typical pig measurements! how nice.

=D

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i hate guys talking like twits! get a life! give me a break!

=/

i stayed home for this weekend. for 4 reasons.
1) im too nice to go out. i helped my mom. =D
2) no one asked me out anyway.
3) nobody will ever care that my weekend is boring.
4) its still exam period.

fug, i have nothing else to say. joseph is going to breakfast with me on saturday. macdonalds! again!

;i am afraid


im freaking nice daughter to stay home today. =D
watched vcd again. no life, big big couch potato. i know.

MUMMY BRING ME FOR HOLIDAY! I WANNA GO TO MALAYSIA! SLACK, SHOP, RELAX, DO ANYTHING! I NEED A LONG LONG HOLIDAY!! XD
HAHAHA!

i must be mad since the day i stop seeing you. im really going crazy, why must you come in to mess up my life? why why why? my mouth might be saying i hate you, i'll never wait but... my heart seems to be crying. theres always a bit of sourness in there, deep deep in, some stupid feeling i cant get outta my heart, my mind.

forget it. you might have someone else in your heart. but, it'll never change the way i feel.

how i hope i've never met you.

oh ya, who knows what the song's title is in celeste's blog? sounds like S CLUB without 7. you know what it means. haha.

who's free for movie on wednesday? im bored. tag me okay. =D

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had geog and chemistry paper today. not much confident for geog but for the first time i had confidence for chemistry. joseph came over to revise with me till 12mn yesterday, helped me alot. thanks lah! haha. (:

went straight home after school. continue watching the show and called him. busy lah, like real i believe! for 2 days ignored my call and now say busy. never gonna talk to him again, never.

played o2jam till my fingers cramp again. the server is now full, fuck. =/

;i am afraid


reach home arond 10 from school. social studies was... alright? at least i know i got one answer correct. what rubbish. i study on merger and separation and they asked about the relations of sinhalease and tamils, protestons and catholics issues. =.=

went to fer LOVE's house yesterday. he still wont reply. dont know why. since its already like that then forget bout it. xy wants be to wait till after my exams. who have such patience? im real angry already. i dont even know if i wanna wait another 2 more weeks. he is killing me.

took lotsa photos at her house. all lame shit. shant say much. pictures are talktative shit. i'll update later.

o2jam now!

bye.

;i am afraid


happy happy 17th birthday to ah joy!! stay pretty my lovely.

im real happy. adrian made my day. thanks so so so much. (:

woke up quite late and xy never even sms or call me.

asked fabian if he really asking me out, said gonna confirm with me but never sms me since then, goodness. so adrian asked me out after his work so i got ready and crossed the fucking overhead bridge for bus. tiring stuff.

this auntie dropped her stuff in the bus and i tried helping. out of the blue, me not seeing anything, my head knocked against the stupid handle just in front of our seat. its so embarrassing! the auntie laughed and everyone looked at me. =.=

poor adrian waited at the tanjong pagar mrt station for 45 minutes. then told me he wearing singlet and boxers, wanna sleep on a bench. haha, sounds just like a homeless guy.

reached and saw him in long pants, knew it. o.o

decided on lido for movie but kept missing the train, either we over rid or we got out the wrong station. couldnt stop laughing, almost teared. xD

'eh, dont tell me its heading towards marina bay okay...'

'beep beep beep! next stop... marina bay'

WAHAHA!

reached city hall and thought we have to alight, but found out we can just go straight to orchard. this is the ever ever first time i got so blur, its all adrian's fault. haha!

gave up taking the mrt and went to suntec for our meal. im real hungry but he had to go to the atm first. we walked for long then finally got it. looked around then decided on 'Mache'. atmosphere was real good but didnt manage to take any photos because of my lousy phone and the time fully spent to eat and joke.

he's so funny when he said 'ex~ cuse me...' 'sof sell clab pwease (soft shell crab please)'

he said i look kinda pretty, kinda funny and kinda his ex-gf. =.= i dont know what it means. but i dont like the ex-gf part.

left the restaurant and walked around. we went to turn the capsule toys and he wanted spiderman so we INSIST to get it. spent over 2oplus then realise we've already got spiderman in the 3rd one but we never notice. waste money just to INSIST. hahaha.

adrian likes gorey stuff and spiderman. eww!


i like hello/charmmy kitty (:


iron man. LOL.


the hulk, he has it so he gave it to me.


stupid spiderman! =.=

walked around more. looked at lotsa stuff, joked around more. saw milo weighing competition, damn lame shit. ate pretzals (: went toys r' us and he took furry flowers for me. haha. saw old school toys and stuff. he wanna kill me with a broken axe.

saw kaiting laopo outside there and shes with her boyfriend. how nice. haha.

he accompanied me to the mrt and left. saw yencheng and jiahao at the escalator to the interchange.

its been such a long time since i laughed so hard. its all because of you. you made me happy again.

thanks adrian! =D xie xie ni!!

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